Answer the following 12 questions about yourself:
1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you attend?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What do you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One word to describe you?
12. Your username?

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i wish i would stop having dreams that do not concern me at all.  can’t this alternate realm of dreaming be, well, an alternative to what my life is like?

or, maybe i should take heed and try to find out what my dreams may be telling me.  which would be that i’m destined to snoop around and be a gossip-monger.  it is time to send out my resumé to the Chinese newspapers of Singapore!

bzzzz

normally, i’d spend most of my holidays in a (non-drunken) stupor at home.  i’d be sleeping and eating, wasting so much time being alone, wondering why i was such a misfit who didn’t have enough friends to go out with.  the thought of cca would even be vaguely exciting, since i’d be able to step out of the house for a reason.  basically, holidays were when i’d suddenly find too much time on my hands, spacing out and eventually hating it.  then when term re-opened i would ask myself why i didn’t spend the holidays studying, proceed to make a mental checklist of it for the next holiday.  i always forget, though.

PW’s over.  OP ended last Friday, i had mine on the first day.  my maths teacher came in for internal moderation and it became so much better because i actually grew from being non-intimidated(i don’t know how i managed to convince myself so) to being a little confident.  i don’t think the rest of the class knew that he was our teacher since they don’t take H2 maths, so what the heck they never needed any reassurance anyway. 

i don’t have anything to worry about now, technically, but the A Levels are scaring me.  i can’t believe i thought my results were decent, satisfactory even.  the truth is that the grades are quite shameful.  i know i will start revision, but i don’t know when i will do it.  i know i have to clean my room up before any motivation can dare to trickle in.  things have changed, so much.  i know what i’m in for next year will change my life, and honestly i am not prepared.  sure i’ve grown up a lot this past year, but i don’t think it can actually prepare me for this.  how i’ve changed… doesn’t have the right focus?  hasn’t helped me mature, only grow up?  isn’t adequate, even?  it remains unknown and all i can do, all i have to do is to study hard for the first time in my life.  i don’t have a lot of time left.

anyway, i’ve been really busy.  no more mooching around the house.  i’ve been shopping, and bought things that i won’t regret - though i already knew what i wanted exactly for some items.  planning for guitar outing/camp/concert has only just begun, and things will get busier, i’m sure.  i’ve also been reading again, so hopefully i’ll finish the unread books i have first, then the library.

it’s the time now to make decisions, and i trust myself with those that i have made.  i will not take anything that isn’t right for me anymore.

since there’s nothing left to say

“I think I’ll be a clown when I get grown,” said Dill.  “Yes, sir, a clown…. There ain’t one thing in this world I can do about folks except laugh, so I’m gonna join the circus and laugh my head off.”  “You got it backwards, Dill,” said Jem.  “Clowns are sad, it’s folks that laugh at them.”  “Well, I’m gonna be a new kind of clown.  I’m gonna stand in the middle of the ring and laugh at the folks.” 

~To Kill a Mockingbird

God knows why you’re such an irresponsible, stuck-up, spoilt brat who only knows how to complain all day long.

bitch.

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don’t get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

i like lakes better than the sea though.  lakes are calmer and less dangerous, in a way.  i still don’t know the significance of this particular planet, though i’d love to read that book(Men are From Mars, Women are From Venus) someday.  the theory about men being like a rubber band keeps appearing in tv shows and movies!

You Are Like a Horse

You are strong, steady, and devoted. You are a good partner.You are gentle and sensitive. You can be easily frightened.You are usually quite stable, but you do have a wild streak that comes out from time to time.You are cooperative and not a solitary creature. You like to be around others.

What Pet Are You Like?

i like horses.  and i miss Brownie dearly.  hamsters are clearly not a substitute.

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i don’t know why i’m posting all of these.  there is actually a part within me who wants to spill everything out, but i guess this is not the right time and place to be in.  there is a melancholy within me, somehow.  as i bitterly conceive happiness to be merely transient…

haha this is really funny!

A little while ago, my friend translated “liar, liar, pants on fire” into French and then back into English. The result was “Teller of untruths, your trousers have combusted.” Today, while standing in line at the check out, a woman tried to convince the cashier that she didn’t owe $5.67 but only $4.89. I calculated quickly in my head and immediately blurted out “Teller of untruths, your trousers have combusted!” Best part: The woman screamed and looked. The cashier was crying from laughter. So was the cop standing behind me. MLIA

for all the times

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i’ll leave the thoughts to myself.

well well well

what am i doing here, listening to X-Japan on loop when i’m supposed to finish I&R and OP slides/script for tomorrow?  when i begin to take a sip of green tea, the stairway to nirvana will be carved.  i don’t know what the hell i’m talking about.  there’s good tv on tonight, so i’m going to watch it for 2hours.

i suddenly feel like watching Before Sunrise again.  everything about it is so beautiful and tender, especially Kath Bloom’s song.  i think it’s so sweet that there are so many scenes of the movie on youtube, with the people posting them proclaiming it to be the best part of the movie.

post-exam period(of sorts?) always makes me feel like saving money.  and then i find it such a brilliant thing to do, plan to do it for the whole of next year but still fail anyway.  i should really jot down such silly traits in a notebook, so i can look at them 10 years later and see if i still do them.  i guess we’re all goldfish swimming in the same bowl.

a lot of things got pushed to me today.  i’m not feeling overwhelmed, i’ll just have to take a deep breath, step up and clear all these responsibilties.  i’m really tired today, though.  i haven’t recovered and when there’s just so much stress every day i expend even more energy trying to convince myself that it will all be OK.

we’re getting our papers back tomorrow.  i really hope we get to keep our 4 H2s.